A man like molten chocolate

Soft and sweet

Bitter and strong

Intoxicating

Happiness is hard work

Anyone  can be depressed
Anyone can blame
What happened to them
And loll around in misery

But then i believed
I was not anyone
And if i was above the ordinary
Then i could do things
That were beyond the ordinary

I wanted to be happy
It was as simple as that
And if it meant I had to
Throw myself in front of the train
To go out there and learn to do
Everything I hated
So that i would conquer it
And break my way out of
The surrounding wall of depression

Then i would do it

Remember

To keep your mouth closed
Your trembling lip
Will give you away

Longing

No matter how the day begins
It always ends the same

Living on scraps

Because
That is what
Comes my way