Circle of trust

When i tell you my secrets

I don't know what you will do with them

But when you tell me yours

I know i am safe with you

A man's world

So easy

To create

A life of ones own 

In the outside world

And pretend to be busy

And tell at everyone else

For not understanding

About the dangerous life at work

Beauty and brains

In every duo 

There is a beauty and a brains

No offence, but here i am both

Only here

It doesn't mean much

For you are the heart 

And the soul

Mirror, mirror

You have very great

Emotional needs

I don't think i can stand

To comfort you

And praise you to the skies

Every minute of my existence

But i know that

If i had been you

I would have said 

The same of me

Scales not in your favor

My unhappiness with you

Has a lot to do with the fact that

I think there is still time

To build a life away from you

I wouldnt be taking

The risk of alienating you

If i was 50

Compatibility issues

I wonder how u can stand me

When i cannot even standmyself

On the days you bring out

The harridan in me

(Which is almost every day)

I would have blamed (only)

myself

For being a self centered bitch

If i didn't know people

Who bring out

The cheerful superwoman in me

The hot day

Creates delirium

Just one stop before dreamland

Revives the spirit

For a day

I wish i cud be

Someone else

I am so bored 

Of my thoughts

Puzzled

I would rather be

Cool in summer

Than warm in winter

But then

I want warmth in winter

More than i want

Cold in summer

And i give up

I'm sure there are ways

To get across to you

But i've tried

And i've failed

The ex

That you parted with on good terms

Becomes the best friend you ever had

Because from him there is no distance

And with him there are no lies 

Both are equaly deficient

Why is

A french accent cute

And a nepali accent gauche?

Reading westeros history

The desire 

To parade everything i know

As cannon,

Indisputable fact,

To quote from it 

Be the expert of classics

And lay down my judgement

Is insane

And this is just fantasy.

No wonder,

With our vast heritage of

Real classics

The desire to gain expertise

Over grandly told stories

Took over

Our ancestors

And prevented them from

Seeking the real world

For confirmation

is it narcissistic

to binge on your own poems?

Like the yin yang

We

Chase each other

In pointless circles

Only in apparant harmony

Getting thru' to u

Of course

I could ignore you
Shut out the pain you give me
Pretend it doesn't affect me

Instead of constantly trying
to communicate,
to make things better,
to try and make you understand
how you make me feel

But if i ignored you

What would be the difference between

You

And the countless others

I keep out of my bubble

With a screen of politeness

On a hot summer day

With the shadows of trees

Making pretty dappled patterns

On a dusty road

Life almost seems a blessing,

Despite its trials,

A chance like none other

That i would brave

Just to see what it has to offer.

Even its sorrows

Are merely

The gift of experience that

Without a life

I would have no chance of knowing

Yes, 

If given a choice

Between this life of heady ups and 

Breathtaking downs

And a bland heaven

I would choose it,

This uncertain life

But only on a hot summer day

When the sun

Threatens to burn the 

Hair off of my skin

Seeking

Givers in ordinary life

We are both seekers in love

Which is,

Unfortunately,

The easiest way to

Wear each other's kindness out

Leave me alone

I follow my heart

And if you cannot understand why

There is no way i can explain to you