Monday, April 27, 2015

Superheroes

Suddenly  and out of context 
I hate  superhero  movies
We don't  need anyone  to kill the bad guys
With superhuman  force

The real crises are different 
Loss of  lives, homes
Hunger, sickness
Being orphaned 
Chaos, violence 
And there  are no superhero  movies
That address  these 
(Even if they  do,
They end by killing  the bad guy 
Like  it's  remotely  enough)

Friday, April 17, 2015

Reverse deja vu?

I have this strange  feeling where i feel like i am having deja vu. But then i search for the incident  in memory  and there is none. Instead some time later, it may be days or it may be weeka and months, the same incident  happens again. Then i am reminded  of my previous  intuition, which was actually  a premonition  disguised  as deja vu. I wonder what it's caĺled?

"You are lost"

1.
I am not lost,
I am just too complicated
For you to understand

2.
If I am lost,
only then can you find me.

3.
If I was already found,
what would be the point
of you finding me?

4.
If you dislike lost so much
why don't you go find someone
Who is found, not lost

5.
Is it herself, or is it you,
Or some hobby, some passion,
What exactly  should she have found?

6.
I am the one who is lost
you who are not,
can surely can find your way
out of this mess

7.
Maybe I am lost
So that you can show me the way

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

The unmaternal

A dyad  exists 
When two  people bond
But for it to die
Only one person needs leave

Or so said emile durkheim 
And how well he knew

That to have a child,
You and i both must agree
But to not have a child
It is enough 
That i refuse

Two souls

When together  they are themselves 
Like cats and dogs 
Chalk and cheese 

And when apart
Are each other
Dogs and cats
Cheese  and chalk

And forevermore  will try
To recreate  in every  intimacy
What they have

I look for a chalk and am shocked  when
He is always  a chalk

A la shahrukh khan

Who said when asked
What he has in common 
With his wife
She likes me and i like me

You and  i click  because 
We have this in common 
You like women and i like  women

Blurred boundaries-the secret life of a secretkeeper

Once you start keeping  secrets
It never ends
You hide one dramatic  thing
Then you hide  the mundane 

Friendships  where you share
Love laughter and secrets
Seem fake
Because  you will never  share your secrefts
And you wonder if
Everyone  else is faking  it too

And when you find they are not
You wonder  how they can
Enjoy life so carefree 

And when they accuse u
Of keeping secret the mundane 
You have nothing  to say
In your defense 
For it never  occurs to you
That you are not playing  by the  rules
Of solidarity 
When you keep  your secrets

And all that **** about
Exploring  relationships
Social networks
And your personality 
In adolescence 
Goes down the drain 

And it all comes  down to
The one person  who gave you 
A dramatic  secret  to keep
And saddled  you with a burden
You can never throw off