Sunday, June 18, 2023

Tree bark

The night
Just a reminder that
As long as I can hallucinate
While my eyes 
Scan from right to left
Moving from the top 
To the bottom
Of marked out tree bark
(Or the modern version of it)

I can stave off
The loneliness 

Monday, May 29, 2023

Where are the girls

There is a new pond 
In my.neighbourhood
Several, actually 

Something of a revival
A restoration
Of old springs that used to be

Dug up before they are
Buried by houses
That would have inevitably sprouted
If the place was left alone
As a bushy swamp

And now the ponds look beautiful
Surrounded by walls of
Traditional-looking
Orange bricks
Some carved stone spouts
And some beautiful structures

I take in all the beauty
All the serenity that comes with water
As I walk around the perimeter
Wishing there I was pond-view cafe
Where I could sit and work

And then I hear the splash
And see what's causing it
Boys
Six seven eight nine ten years old
Taking a dip
Into the green, algae filled water
Getting some coolness
On this parching hot day
Some take laps around the pool
Spme just fooling around
Some naked some partially

I enjoy their joy
Their happiness
Their facility of enjoying
Public structures
And I enjoy theur ability
To take off their clothes
And out it back on
In public, at leisure

I contemplate
On this happy moment
As I think
Is it allowed?
But of course, 
It belongs to them,
I think again

And then
The thought
Buzzing
At the back of my mind
Grows louder and louder
Until I can no longer ignore it

WHERE ARE THE GIRLS?

Sunday, May 28, 2023

Pretend

Not to care

But at the back of your mind
Whirring
Buzzing 
Are dialogues
Responses
Come backs
To
Whatever you said
Doesn't matter 

Thursday, May 11, 2023

Lightness

Also comes with
Throwing the baby
Out with the bathwater

Great not to care
About things
That drag you down
And drown you

But how do you retain
The care of
Things you do need to
Care about

Things that make you happy
And heal you

Shedding

How light it feels
To shed 
All the burdens
Of care

To simply not care

Sunday, April 23, 2023

Lotus

Like a lotus flower
Is the Kathmandu valley
With a fertile, plain
Circle at its base
And hills surrounding it
Unfolding in layer after layer
Around it
Climb up one hill
Touch the sky
And come back down to 
The earth

Because no matter 
How high you climb
One day 
You have to get down

**

And so is life
No matter how far you go
How high you reach
Down you come tumbling

**

No wonder
Lotus
Is the flower of
Enlightenment