i want to be a ghost

I gave him my heart, and he took and pinched it to death; and flung it back to me. 

-Catherine Earnshaw

used.
abused.
angry.

knowing that
letting the anger simmer
can only lead to
more sadness
more misery
since there is nothing
i can do

with zilch options,

godless me
wishes i believed in all kinds of ghosts
so that i can come back and haunt you.
(just like catherine).