Friday, February 14, 2014

Beauty Out of tragedy



Jan 20
Dear Rock,
The piles of snow
Yards of sand
Miles of forests
Seventy seven rivers
And everything else
Between you and me
That I will never cross.
Far away from you,
I close my eyes
As if that will make me forget
That they will never see you.
Only the nights remind me
That at least,
We lie under the same moon


Feb 2
Dear Me,
Today I met someone
Who has been touched by a star
And glows on his own strength
Even in the midst of
Mud and grime

Feb 22
Dear Rock,
Whatever house I may live in,
Or city I travel to,
The temple that I worship at
- the place of mystery, awe, wonder
Will always be your heart.

Feb 27
Dear Me,
But someone knocks
At my place of worship
Maybe
Company will always be
More alluring
Than prayer


March 7
Dear Rock,
I dare to walk into fire,
Stare into the devil’s eyes
Because I know
I can always come back to safety
Like the rain that falls
With the certainty of the earth below it,
I walk in a trance
Certain of your protection
Following me everywhere.


March 19
You who disturbed me in my prayer,
Ever wonder why there is no
prince of hearts
in the deck of cards?
Because I stole you from the fates...


April 5
Dear Rock,
I will have you know
No matter how many people
Offer me their shoulders to cry on
And hands to wipe my tears
It is always you I think of in my mind
When I need to share a secret


April 20
Dear Prince,
It is said that
Few lovers are worthy of their poems
And then there are some
Only worthy of epics
And a foolish poet like me,
Who tries to contain you
In haikus
.

May 6
Dear Rock,
My love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods. Time will change it, I'm well aware, as winter changes the trees - my love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks beneath - a source of little visible delight, but necessary, said Catherine Earnshaw.
I have a question for you. How many rocks are you allowed to have? Can I have more than one?


May 26
Dear Prince,
I need girlfriends because
I cannot tell you
How I find someone else
More interesting than you.
I cannot tell you
I have a crush
On your best friend,
However tiny the crush might be
And I cannot tell you
How I miss someone else
All the time


June 4

Dear Me,
How easy it is to store life
In little chat-box like compartments
That don't spill into each other
And how unhealthy it is
To navigate


June 17
Dear Prince,
I always assumed that
I would be able
To draw the line
At the next step,
Not realizing that
You walk around with
An eraser in your pocket,
Just in case.
You’ve taken over my life.


June 16
Dear Rock,
My love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods. Time will change it, I'm well aware, as winter changes the trees - my love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks beneath - a source of little visible delight, but necessary, said Catherine Earnshaw
Could I possibly get the rock out of my system?
What would it take?
Alien invasion?
Meteor explosion?
Dinosaur football?
Tectonic plate shift?


July 20
Dear Prince,
Life gives me so many
    hurts
    deficiencies
    inadequacies
    insecurities.
Having you
Makes up for all of them.
You are the gift
I gave to myself
To be opened on account of
Calamities.
The message in a bottle
I set afloat
Which brought me back
Good tidings.


August 13
Dear Rock,
You are
The earth on which I walk


August 29
Dear Prince,
When he shattered
His jar of memories
Of us together,
I picked up the pieces
And made a wall hanging
For the living room.
I did it again 
With a smile
And again
For anyone who left.
I guarded them zealously
And displayed them proudly
"Look I made a thing of beauty 
Out of tragedy."
But when you gently
Slid your jars
My way
And got up to leave
I realized
That I didn't care about the jar 
Any more.
It was you who made me feel
That the memento I would make
Is only a lowly substitute
for the one who leaves


September 6
Dear Rock,
Who are the people
Who day after day
Bask in your company
That is as dear as
A cherished winter sun?
Do they even know
How lucky they are?


September 21
Dear Prince,
I looked for me in the lines of your palm
Maybe in your marriage line,
If not that, in the lines of love and infatuation?
Perhaps with you in your success,
Aiding you in progress?
Accompanying you on travels?
Finding myself nowhere,
I had turned away, sad
Only when I look back at
Your life’s ups and downs
Do I realize
That I was the obstacle
In your life line


October 14
Dear Rock,
There was a point in time
When I remembered
Every single thing
That had happened to me.
As events crowded
And threatened to snap
My limited synapses
Now more and more I realize
That I remember only
The most important things 

If all else perished, and you remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and you were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger, said Catherine Earnshaw.

Once again I woke up to a heartful of you.

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