Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Circle of trust

When i tell you my secrets
I don't know what you will do with them

But when you tell me yours
I know i am safe with you

Saturday, April 26, 2014

A man's world

So easy
To create
A life of ones own 
In the outside world
And pretend to be busy
And tell at everyone else
For not understanding
About the dangerous life at work

Friday, April 25, 2014

Beauty and brains

In every duo 
There is a beauty and a brains
No offence, but here i am both

Only here
It doesn't mean much
For you are the heart 
And the soul

Mirror, mirror

You have very great
Emotional needs

I don't think i can stand
To comfort you
And praise you to the skies
Every minute of my existence

But i know that
If i had been you
I would have said 
The same of me

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Scales not in your favor

My unhappiness with you
Has a lot to do with the fact that
I think there is still time
To build a life away from you

I wouldnt be taking
The risk of alienating you
If i was 50

Monday, April 21, 2014

Compatibility issues

I wonder how u can stand me
When i cannot even standmyself
On the days you bring out
The harridan in me
(Which is almost every day)

I would have blamed (only)
myself
For being a self centered bitch
If i didn't know people
Who bring out
The cheerful superwoman in me

Friday, April 18, 2014

The hot day

Creates delirium
Just one stop before dreamland
Revives the spirit

Saturday, April 12, 2014

For a day

I wish i cud be
Someone else

I am so bored 
Of my thoughts

Puzzled

I would rather be
Cool in summer
Than warm in winter

But then
I want warmth in winter
More than i want
Cold in summer

Friday, April 11, 2014

And i give up

I'm sure there are ways
To get across to you

But i've tried
And i've failed

The ex

That you parted with on good terms
Becomes the best friend you ever had
Because from him there is no distance
And with him there are no lies 

Both are equaly deficient

Why is
A french accent cute
And a nepali accent gauche?

Reading westeros history

The desire 
To parade everything i know
As cannon,
Indisputable fact,
To quote from it 
Be the expert of classics
And lay down my judgement
Is insane

And this is just fantasy.

No wonder,
With our vast heritage of
Real classics
The desire to gain expertise
Over grandly told stories
Took over
Our ancestors
And prevented them from
Seeking the real world
For confirmation

Thursday, April 10, 2014

is it narcissistic

to binge on your own poems?

Like the yin yang

We
Chase each other
In pointless circles

Only in apparant harmony

Getting thru' to u

Of course
I could ignore you
Shut out the pain you give me
Pretend it doesn't affect me

Instead of constantly trying
to communicate,
to make things better,
to try and make you understand
how you make me feel

But if i ignored you
What would be the difference between
You
And the countless others
I keep out of my bubble
With a screen of politeness

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

On a hot summer day

With the shadows of trees
Making pretty dappled patterns
On a dusty road

Life almost seems a blessing,
Despite its trials,
A chance like none other
That i would brave
Just to see what it has to offer.
Even its sorrows
Are merely
The gift of experience that
Without a life
I would have no chance of knowing
Yes, 
If given a choice
Between this life of heady ups and 
Breathtaking downs
And a bland heaven
I would choose it,
This uncertain life

But only on a hot summer day
When the sun
Threatens to burn the 
Hair off of my skin

Sunday, April 6, 2014

Seeking

Givers in ordinary life
We are both seekers in love
Which is,
Unfortunately,
The easiest way to
Wear each other's kindness out

Friday, April 4, 2014

Leave me alone

I follow my heart

And if you cannot understand why
There is no way i can explain to you